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Light as a Feather.
It feels weird to really say a genuine goodbye to someone who was practically the shining example of a true friend.
Who was always there for you more than your family could of ever done in their lifetime. Saved my life twice in a row in all the rough mistakes experienced and in cases, was always there to talk whenever a problem arose from my past psychological breakdowns to any other relapse. Vice versa, in those numerous years of knowing each it other, watching each other backs, coping and assuaging every obstacle we ever were stumped upon.
In all those years, we never have left each other in the dirt to rot. It was always picking up one another from the pit of darkness and moving on to continue on our lives then just giving up. He wasn't just a friend to me, he was a brother, family to me. Despite the neglect from my family as they were afraid to really actually "Talk," me, he was always there willing to stick by my side.
On his last day, he actually did try to drink his problems away as well as me. Despite him being drunk and all that, he only confessed that he was afraid. Afraid of what he would lose or forget all he truly cared for and knew to the heart. The chance of really seeing him before he would be sent off to the world of war was almost discouragingly non-existent. It was sad to really be able to talk about how things would turn out through the process of drinking away misery. That was last time we ever really did "Talk," by just being intoxicated.
Probably naive as we were and cheesy as that was, well how do you really cope with it? Or will just be the cruel nature of being "Used to it," apply and I will simply forget? I'm afraid to forget..
It's been a long night today, and I regret not being able to help him as much as I could.
This is a problem, I did not wish to be apathetic towards.
Who was always there for you more than your family could of ever done in their lifetime. Saved my life twice in a row in all the rough mistakes experienced and in cases, was always there to talk whenever a problem arose from my past psychological breakdowns to any other relapse. Vice versa, in those numerous years of knowing each it other, watching each other backs, coping and assuaging every obstacle we ever were stumped upon.
In all those years, we never have left each other in the dirt to rot. It was always picking up one another from the pit of darkness and moving on to continue on our lives then just giving up. He wasn't just a friend to me, he was a brother, family to me. Despite the neglect from my family as they were afraid to really actually "Talk," me, he was always there willing to stick by my side.
On his last day, he actually did try to drink his problems away as well as me. Despite him being drunk and all that, he only confessed that he was afraid. Afraid of what he would lose or forget all he truly cared for and knew to the heart. The chance of really seeing him before he would be sent off to the world of war was almost discouragingly non-existent. It was sad to really be able to talk about how things would turn out through the process of drinking away misery. That was last time we ever really did "Talk," by just being intoxicated.
Probably naive as we were and cheesy as that was, well how do you really cope with it? Or will just be the cruel nature of being "Used to it," apply and I will simply forget? I'm afraid to forget..
It's been a long night today, and I regret not being able to help him as much as I could.
This is a problem, I did not wish to be apathetic towards.
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Light as a Feather. - by Tai Huu - 01-15-2011, 02:15 AM
RE: Light as a Feather. - by iFeadi - 01-15-2011, 10:31 PM
RE: Light as a Feather. - by iBiinky - 01-15-2011, 11:41 PM
RE: Light as a Feather. - by Shortbus - 01-16-2011, 12:13 PM
RE: Light as a Feather. - by JackFlash - 01-17-2011, 07:37 AM
RE: Light as a Feather. - by ViDsTeR - 01-20-2011, 07:13 AM
RE: Light as a Feather. - by Towelie - 01-16-2011, 12:32 PM
RE: Light as a Feather. - by iBiinky - 01-20-2011, 11:36 AM
RE: Light as a Feather. - by JackFlash - 01-20-2011, 02:40 PM
RE: Light as a Feather. - by Shadow - 01-20-2011, 04:31 PM
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