Dirt Road Anthem - Freds Goodbye

When you're reading this, I want you to listen to this song, and think of all the good times we had, the golden days, the HL2DM servers, the laughs, everything that is, or was good about mR. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJ5IIDn_JXE

I was talking to Phantom today, it was a heart to heart kind of thing. We talked about a lot of things, like the good days (The Golden Days of mR [If you don't know what they are then you weren't in the real mR]). Remember cscdesert? Freespace? Hometown? God **** those were good times. I remember Michael telling me a while after I became a member that when I first joined the server as **** U, he had his hand on the banhammer haha...Im glad I proved you wrong Michael, if you can call that proving you wrong hahaha....
I was happier than a **** with Silly Putty when Mark invited me to mR, because I felt I was accepted by the family. I felt like I had a second family and yeah I had one, with all of you old mRs. I remember the horrible times, what was that like almost 2 years ago? When we were struggling to keep our servers running, Mike was gone, and Worst was holding it all together with the help of LB, and Bix. Man we sure found out who the real mRs were then. The ones who actually cared about the clan.
I wish I could say I'm proud of the tag, and for the longest time I was. Up until recently Id fight like an irishman who's wife just got insulted if people were talking badly about mR. That was when I thought our clan still gave two shits about our clan members, but now we fucked up. We fucked up bad. God ****, do you realize how much **** we put Phantom through? The kid joined mR hoping, like me, that he had found a second family but what did he get? He got **** on. **** ON by mR's like me who thought it was funny to **** with him, demean him.
He told me that a little while back he came on TS after he left the clan, and everyone on there shat on him, saying that "He betrayed us" that he was "brainwashed"? What is that, the kid got **** on for 3 years at least, and he's "brainwashed" for getting away from the horrid abuse we put him through? I think we're all brainwashed, brainwashed into being a clique, a clique that "trolls" people for being different. You know what thats called, thats called discrimination, and it is one fucked up thing.
Im not trying in anyway to say that Im a saint, I put Phantom through a lot of abuse, and I mean...a lot. But I never tried to kill him by using some kind of epilepsy inducing script on him. Thats pure hatred right there, or as you guys like to say "trolling". I don't know why Im writing all of this, I should just say "Hey, **** you guys, Im leaving" but I feel like I deserve a formal goodbye to you.
I was so god damned convinced that when Mike came back, everything would be amazing, that mIKe the Arc Angel, would swoop down and everything would revert to the golden days, was I mistaken or what.
Everyone that was put in a seat of power after that, iCruch, Davis, Lladar, has fucked up. iCruch was a piece of ****, who thought he was god and fucked up the forums, thank god we had back ups, Davis fucked up the forums as well and FTP if Im not mistaken, and Lladar, you hate, you **** hate.
You've got Mike eating out of the palm of your hand because you're paying for the box. You get to pick and choose who you feel like shitting on today after you've had the twelve layer burrito. Whoever you want perma'd, you get Mike to do it, I've heard on several occasions by a couple different people, like John, and Phantom.
Oh yeah, and lets not forget Sniffles, coming back acting like he's changed and everything, which is ****, seeing as how you got John perma'd by whining to Lladar after he pissed you off. Thats fucked up, but you've always been two faced, haven't you.
I dont know if anyone's going to take a hint from this that maybe, just maybe you need to get back to mR's roots, my guess is you're not. I dont care though, Im done with all of you, and your massive amount of bull/horse ****. Anyone wants to hate on me, go ahead and message me on Steam, or if you just feel like removing me from your friends list, then I guess you really weren't my friend, were you. I mean ****, it's not like I treated all of you with respect for the past 5 years of my life. Well, this is a goodbye for those who I still respect in this clan, I shall name them now.

Markus, Shadew, Worstypoo, Roseycakes, Phoenix The Irish, Milo, Ghosty, Star, Vidster, Minkeh, IOA, Dan The Pants, Blazeypoo, Easymark, Branford The Shortbus, Tronald, Babeboom The Norwegian, Sammypants, Towelhead,(Edit) Madman (There may be a few more that I did not mention here, there are some who Im unsure if they left the clan or not.)

I wish to have my clan status removed, and to be perma banned from anything that involves mR. That way you dont have to see me again. Good bye, I love, and I will miss you all, even those who have been mentioned dishonorably.

As my last request I'd like everyone to thank Mark for everything he's done for mR. We wouldnt have had much of a server without him.

All your base r belong to mR