black screen of possible death

when i was playing the server my screen just suddenly went black..when ever i rejoin my screen goes black after t finishes downloading terrain...i can join other servers fine though :/

any ideas?

It is probably something on the server. For instance, too much cake or too much flowing water/lava or too much redstone(and here i mean WAAAAAAAY too much) will crash your minecraft like this.

Try setting your render distance to tiny, and everything all the way down, and then logon. If you are fast, and you get on for even an instant, type /spawn. If you can make it to spawn you should be ok.